dreams, damn dreams

I keep having difficult dreams. Three nights in a row now.
The night before last we were in some sort of school watching Lev's class group's presentation, but we had to head back right after because Lev was in the hospital.
He was sick, but he had been sick before. We were going to stay with him there. I was worried, as he seemed pretty sick. I thought, "What if he doesn't make it? Why am I here at his presentation? We'd better hurry to be with him." And then I woke up.

Last night I was in some weird future world and they were upgrading the computer system. I saw a huge panel that was being moved from the floor I was on. On this panel, sort of like a huge iPad, were all our memories of Lev.
Through some glass doors, I saw Tony on the floor below. I yelled to him, "They're taking it, they are going to erase it." Since the panel somehow contained all our memories of Lev and they were about to be destroyed he would truly be gone forever.

Then I awoke.

The dreams coincide with Liana asking more about Lev, so either something weird is going on with both of us - something more spiritual - or I'm mulling over her comments in my sleep.

Rebecca