Looking through photos, it's never easy, but sometimes I feel the need to find an old photo.
It is hard to just go on celebrating holidays and the passing of time without remembering the years before, when the passing of time could be celebrated more simply, without the looming absence of the person who isn't here to celebrate it with us anymore.
In this photo is my step-sister Chrystal and two of the three children she left behind. And our Lev.